I hate it when I get my hopes up and then get absolutely, completely crushed. Life has been one huge disappointment for me, full of could-have-beens, should-have-beens, and would-have-beens. To be honest, I look forward for it to be all over. But something keeps me going, little by little. I wonder if it will be worth it in the end.
Haha, jk. Well. For the most part.
I did have an illuminating day though. Of course, what I realized was all awful, but it was enlightening just the same.