Sweaty..

Just finished my ballet audition and I think I did ten times worse than usual. Ugh. I just crack under pressure and then mess up everything. I concentrate so much on one move that I mess up everything preceding it and so mess the one move up that I'm concentrating on as well. Oh horseradishes, now I have to go practice for my violin audition tomorrow..Will my life never know freedom? Haha, knowing me, I'll probably stress out while I'm playing and kill the music. So I guess I really do need to go practice right this moment, forget lunch.