Monday, May 23, 2011
Everyone around me is studying so hard and stressing out about their final exams, but for the most part I'm just breezing my way through.. I feel like I'm being so lazy and idiotic like I'm gambling with my future even though my lowest grade is a 96 right now. Ugh. I was feeling so nice and relaxed but with everyone around me studying and me just doing practically nothing, I can't help but feel really guilty, like I don't care about my future or something. But I do, it's just that this semester I'm pretty confident in my own abilities. The doubts of others have affected me though and now I feel a mad need to just study through the night. I think I'll just sleep instead -.-"