BusyBusyBusy

Today was, ehm, please look up,very busy. It's that day where everything on your schedule comes together in order to torture you. I went to half of ballet(or at least until 6:45, I skipped modern), then went to festival(our orchestra CRCT thingy), while missing the Walton high school orientation(go Raiders). As if that weren't enough...of course Yuanhan had to go and be a jerk today about everything i said(like usual).

At school, I let Sammy borrow my favorite pencil(I'm a pencil freak, it was this really pretty blue one that's shorter than the average mechanical pencil with white engraved stripes around the lower half and a line(err, circle) of yellow electrical tape surrounding the topmost half. But since Sammy was pencil-less(apparently someone else took his pencil) of course I let him use my epic favorite pencil. When he gave it back to me in language arts, part of the eraser was gone... and get this, the missing part was in a concave shape... is that even possible? I don't know whether to be happy or sad about this incident -.-" what a doofus I am. I lent a pencil two times today to two different people even though I only had one to start with =D.

Hmm, I was going to say something else, but it would appear that i forgot -.-" ... sorry peps,maybe next time.

Campbell IB Program

I just recently like seven minutes ago got back from the Campbell IB Program high school orientation thingy =D

Apparently, yes, the school itself is a disaster, weird ceiling paintings, white lockers, low ceilings, dim lights, dirty-ish bathrooms, etc.. BUT, the new building that they erected is pretty decent, the walls and stuff are the same, but the lockers are blue there. Also, it's the math and economics building, so I feel pretty good there.

Of course, the main thing I noticed wasn't only those weird little details and random stuff that only I noticed. No, of course I also noticed THE PEOPLE.Especially these two cute guys there X3. Haha, sorry, just had to say that... Anyways, there was this one guy, I was following him in around the fourth(and last)group I joined(long story short, we got lost...). He was really cute and was definitely going so that may or may not influence my decision just a little... Yeah. He looked kinda like that TV person in The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, I think it was the lifeguard guy, Lance? Yeah, that one. Apparently he likes football(no I do not stalk him...at least not yet...we'll see once I decide if I'm going to Campbell after all.) and that's all I overheard him saying under his breath.

Then... there was this other guy, he just looked really cute... I was with him in my first group, art, but sadly then I "got lost" and joined a couple other groups >.<"

o.o oh yeah... can't believe I forgot to count this one... actually, I might know why... Anyways. There was this Junior (guess he's Senior next year -.-), and he was like, hot. From where I was seated, he looked just like Logan Lerman. Yes, that Logan Lerman, the one playing as Percy Jackson. Obviously, he's a little too high up in the grades for me to reach, but, always nice to be able to look up to and mmon over someone unreachable XD. Ahhh... also almost forgot to mention this--he has a girfriend(at least I think)!!! I'll just leave leave them to their supposed happiness X3.

err, I'm kinda out of time now, but I was so engrossed in mentioning all the good stuff, I completely forgot to mention the bad things I thought about the people. But just know this, the people weren't like actually bad or anything(or at least not the IB students that I met), it's more of a racial prejudice inherited from spending too much time in my mom's company >.<" sorry you peoples out there.

Anyways...

So far, it would seem that I really do like Campbell, and I am thinking of going, for personal reasons as well as the obvious-to get a better education and enter a good college, and... for those three guys that I met X3. I hope the two almost Freshmens will actually go!!!

BUT. I guess nothing is really certain until I go to the other high schools orientations and see for myself what I really want to do with my life -.-".

Ugh, with the forms due this Friday, I'm really losing some seriously needed sleep over this "little" issue of mine...

Circles, Radii, and...PI!!!

yay^^ it's really late at night right now, but i just had to come on and say:

HAPPY PI DAY!!!

ahh, much better now =D hope all you out there had a nice day full of circularly delectables, like...cake, cookies, or maybe PIE XD yummy^^

Lucky 13

For the world out there, here's a shout to his joy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY!!! I LOVE YOU =D

Hey world, he's turning fourteen today, so let's all wish him a happy birthday and a lucky rest of the year^^.

That's all I wanted to say right now, but happy birthday to all of you put there that also celebrate today^^. And if you're also turning fourteen, then double the luck wished upon you XD.

Just Can't Last Long Enough

title says all...for those not understanding i may or may not explain more tomorrow depending on how i feel. but if you read any of my recent posts at all, in particular yesterday's, then you really probably should know -.-

And So Only Hope Remained...Tiny Wings Aflutter...

YESYESYES!!!!!yesyesyesyesyes XDDDDD. I could keep on exclaiming forever and ever, on and on. But my time here is short and so I will explain everything i can.

For once in my life I finally took a risk that came out with good outcomes. =D i saw that my crushes friend was on, but I didn't know this person very well, and so started (or at least tried to) try some small talk. But it became quickly obvious that it wasn't working. I almost gave up but then just rushed it. Asking him if my Nazi (yes, i call him my German Nazi, long story short, my friend started it cause he blond hair blue eyes but yeah...) was going out with anyone. No. Trying more awkward small talk. Didn't work that time either. Finally blurted out if he knew of anyone that the Nazi liked. NO. YESYESYESYES!!!!!! I'm filled to the point of bursting with joy and happiness, for the first time since summer of last year I feel like I'll actually have a chance with him. =D

And of course since I'm so delightedly happy right now I won't even think of the fact that he is probably going to a different high school that than me. Seeing as the chances are extremely low of him deciding to go to Wheeler Magnet and then me convincing my mom to let me go, too. But since I'm just so very happy right now, I won't think about all of this just yet. I mean, I still have about two months to figure out how to either get him to ask me out or ask him to the school dance in May. My chances? Not very high admittedly. But like I said, I'm really happy right now, so I'll just put off those thoughts of despair for later.

sosososo happppyyyyyyy^^

Lost

my fate has been sealed. today i got back what my teachers recommended me to take at Walton next year. joy...my math teacher put me in enriched math, the second highest possible level. of course, that means my science course wen t down a level too. apparently, she wants me to get a really high GPA so she's trying make me go to Campbell, which has a GPA of 6.o for A's in the first three years. senior year it's raised to 7.0, scary, right? this is because Campbell is an IB school, not even just a regular magnet school. but then sometimes she decides that maybe going to Wheeler (magnet) would be better after (sorry >.<" she's extremely prejudiced toward most blacks...).

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yeah...

anyways...life sucks, "believe it"